2008年4月30日水曜日

Pain and complain

My collegues in my labo complain a lot.
I don't want to listen them anymore.
It is totally useless.

Oh, I feel sick....
I have a stimachacke...

I can't see the future. It's so dark and hopeless.
How can I do this negative feeling?:-(

2008年4月27日日曜日

The Holiday

I watched the movie"The Holiday".
It is so fantastic! Such things never happens, you might say.
I know,but even so I was facinated with this senario.
And the way Jude Law did to the woman, so cute and sexy!
It gave me a great energy for tomorrow, thank you thank you thank you!!!

2008年4月13日日曜日

My blueberry nights

I went to a movie last night. The title is " My Blueberry Nights". I was excited to be able to see the new movie by the director who has a great sence of colors, though I can't understand the story so much...
So, this movie, actually it happens again.
Even in NY, his orignal colors there. Beautiful, but it doesn't look like NY, but Hong Kong. And the story is how I can get it...
It is very simple and there is an affection between men and women based on his unique view.
But everyone didn't gain the sympathy of me.

One thing I like is the heroine.
She was cute.
I want to listen her songs again.

2008年4月8日火曜日

Night shift

I came hame this morning. I got so tired working all night because of the night shift.
The night shift is busy or easy ? It depends on the situation which parients come to us.
Last night it was the former,unfourtunatelly. 7 pm the ambulance car was coming wailling a siren. " Peeh Pooh, Peeh Pooh" Sounding a siren even in the hospital premises, this is not a good sign. It means they are taking a patient in a critcal condition. ER door opens and some staffs are waiting to start a medical treatment immidiately. In yesterday's case, the patient suffered from the rupture of an AAA. Chem! CBC! Blood Type and Cross match!!!!!! .
It was a terrible weather outside. Inside the hospital there was a chaos.
After work, It's too blight to see the sky for eyes. I needed anyhow sleep.

2008年4月6日日曜日

shopping

I went shopping to the department store in our big city to buy new spring clothes.
It is the one of the famous departments here and I have a member card of it. the benefit is a discount price, 7%off, they always offer. Thinking of the 5% consumption tax, this is a good system for me to save money even if I have to pay for the membership fee of 2,000 yen. At least 2% I can save money! And this time the department store has merged with another big japanese one. So now they have a "birthday" festival for a new mega store. I read the leaflet. The 10% discount offer only this time sounded nice to buy something. So I went there. I was in a good mood until I noticed one thing. Oh my God!? I forgot the card itself!!! How stupid I am!
Without card, if I buy something, I have to pay full price. I couldn't do that. Suddenly everything seemed to lose the color and I lost the passion to buy there. Dropping shoulders I went out and walked the underground street. There are a lot of shops. Bookstores, CDs, Shoes, jueries, and of course clothes. Oh? Then one blouse cought my eyes. It was just what I wanted to wear this season. Coloreful long tunic will match jeans I imagine. I entered the shop and picked up and tried it on. Wow! I love it! The price is really reasonable. Actally one third less than I used to buy. I know the price depends on the material and orginality of design, I won't complain about the price I used to buy. but this one has a good material and well-made. Probably the design doesn't have original, but what's wrong? The fashion comes in and goes out so quickly every year. If you like it, you enjoy it. otherwise you can't wear anything. So I bought it with a big smile. First I was disappointed, but as a result I can find the favorite one and save money. So today is a lucky day.

shop

2008年4月5日土曜日

Sakura,Hanami and happiness

Right now it's a full broom of Sakura. This is the happiest time for me.
I think this year is lucky for both of us, me and Sakura. Because it doesn't rain.
This is the most important thing to enjoy seeing Sakura.
Strangely it always rains when Sakura start to bloom. When I see Sakura under the rain, I feel very sad. Why could Kamisama do to this? This is the best moment for Sakura. Until this day it has a hard time to bear. But Sakura has waited for the spring to bloom. Quietly. So why?
I wanted to scream instead of Sakura.
But this year is different. No rain so far though it had a strong windy day.
The energy for blooming is overwhelming. I am enchanted by the beauty.
How wonderful....